Every night when I go to bed (usually after Roky's deep asleep), while I'm stumbling into dreamland, eyes closed... cuddled up in this little nook in his arms, I get a rush of love. This burst of wild lovey dovey mushy feelings fills my heart. And I just start thinking about the people in my life. Those who I love and truly care about deeply, and those who have hurt me. For some reason, it is always during this short 5-10 minutes before I fall asleep, where I start justifying that everyone's just human. Whatever they did to me, they should be forgiven for, because everyone makes mistakes, and everyone deserves a second chance. I get a feeling that I feel this way because being in Rok's arms all warm and comfortable, is like the optimum point of love transmission (haha, corny but true). Not many people might know this, because I guess I'm part of the few if not only person(s) who has seen this side of him, my boyfriend is the kindest, most generous person, who has the biggest of hearts. Amongst a plethora of matters, he has taught me to forgive, let go, be more patient... the list goes on. Basically, being with him has made me a better person, and I love him so much for it :)
I can't get over the fact that I am still so damn deeply in love with my high-school sweetheart. What did I do to get so lucky?
I know this post is late, but...
HAPPY ANNIVERSARY BABY!
I LOVE YOU :)
XO
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